As I was, I always felt distant from the world surrounding me - processing too much internally to extend outward. I never felt home in my body.
Through my teen years I would seethe with raw emotion at night, it’s origin unseen to me.
I now know & hurt in ways I cannot properly express. Feelings of violence within.
2014- 19 - The bathroom sink was dripping & I heard it would have to fill our planet & the space surrounding to soothe the pain. Holding in Pain. We do not wish to look - still it is there.
As a container we are on this planet - matter may be seen as condensed Spirit. All is in movement. These movements are remembered. How spirit may move in one part of the network will bring change to another.
Those that have bodies now may not remember in fullness, but our dance has been many things. Painful as of late. We are not accepting of this. We are no longer sleeping. Much may need to be pulled - destruction is to begin again.
Others are saying to absorb these happenings but I say this will only promote illness!
(I have many times been led to conceptualize space-time as a weave or a web - was recently told we are being spun in strands of plastic. I am sitting in the understanding that all of time is with us- some passing like current, others swirling like eddies. Sometimes manipulated for ill purpose. We do not always notice the water in which we live.
Our Soul systems inform us in energy translation. If Spirit is as the energy flowing through all, Soul tells the Body & Mind how to interpret.
Energy can heal, energy can be a weapon. The Body is an energetic tool & as such can be used for these ways as well.
There is so much stored within the Soul - some ancient pains, such as Spirit dominion over matter -